appleshaker on Xanga

cigarettes and songs with a winter's chafe	come on baby in our dreams, we can live our misbehavior.

appleshaker
read my profile sign my guestbook Name: jessi Birthday: 5/22/1986 Gender: Female Occupation: Student Message: message me Member Since: 2/12/2004

SubscriptionsSites I Read
Subscribe to appleshaker Get trial subscription mre424 Brdway143ny this_winding_road ellie_evans TheReturnOfCamelride Rachael hparis32 Karilouise sarahcatherine wfwlf katie_n_shelley rachaelpoodle heartheartbaby Chandogg468 AdamO1021 notoriouscriminalofcantonms phd4212 shannypants chuckstop1030 deernosila

Groups Blogrings
Camel Ridin' previous - random - next

Posting Calendar

\|<< oldest \| newest >>\|
view all weblog archives

Friday, March 11, 2005

Currently Playing
Turn On the Bright Lights
By Interpol
see related

i re-met the boy of my dreams tonight who just so happens to be seeing wilco in Paris over spring break while i am missing them when they are in Barcelona spring break because they come the night of the day i leave.....awesome..because my MOM is going in my place now. right on Mom... "new york cares"....INTERPOL the monday i come back....there is no telling what is in store..

1:59 AM - 28 views - 12 eprops - 7 comments - email it

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Currently Watching
My So-Called Life (Complete Series)
By Claire Danes
see related

so, i study all weekend. i study sunday night. i study ALL DAY LONG yesterday until i thought my eyes might start bleeding unless i stop. i come back last night and study. i go to bed and then i wake up at 7:30am for my 9:30 class so i can study. i study. i then, go to my 9:30 STAT review and study. then i go to take my test (feeling pretty confident as always just becuase i have to know it by now since i have had study sessions with people on my hall, looked over the homeworks that i did well on, and gone to class). i make a 41.something. a 41. 41. 41. 41. 41. i talk to my teacher for literally over 30 minutes after class and end up walking him across campus to his next class because we are talking so much. he informs me that if i dont withdrawl, this class will be hell. i should probably withdrawl, but he says that i may not get as good of teacher as he is again and i have already made it through 1/2 a semester. he says that if i am already stressed out i should withdrawl(not trying to push it though, he says) because if i do PERFECT on the next homeworks and labs and do REALLY well on the test i might be able to get like a 67%. he says he will round it up to a C. he also says that it isnt unlikely for people to do really really bad on the tests but good on the homework and labs. there is too much pressure on the tests. taking them in those rooms, on those computers, with those forgein TA's and "submit 1 try" buttons. er go...even if i tutor for 5 days a week that will guarentee nothing on the tests. then i cry. i wail. alot. ive never failed at something i have litereally actually tried my HARDEST on. i call mom and i cry. and again. i start feeling stupid and questioning the fact i went to UGA to begin with. i feel lost. i feel like a failure.

12:53 AM - 23 views - 8 eprops - 8 comments - email it

Monday, February 28, 2005

Currently Playing
The Concretes
By Concretes
see related

one might have called it an intoxicating weekend.

friday

mr. houston has adapted a new voice. it makes me laugh. alot. and then laugh some more. p.s. yes, that's jack in the background. he and his lovely girlfriend Athens'd it this weekend.

ok so Maddy and I might be obsessed with East West...we like to go and pretend we are grown up and have a glass of wine...or 2...or 3........4?

so maybe this defines it? ROOMMATES FOR NEXT YEAR! lauren is beautiful, maddy's bra shows, and i look like a super intoxicated ghost.

saturday:

- creswell had its 5th fire drill since christmas

- le tigre was hott. the clientele was amazing to say the least.

- roadhouse was amazing? yes!!!!! come to the conclusion maybe the only fratty bar i like. however doug did look at my finger nails and go "black? what are you trying to do?" and then he looked at my dress..."and your dress? jessi?" i let him have it. then proceeded to be complimented by a cute boy who actually matters. yeah, eat it SAE.

sunday:

-there was eating, house hunting, borders (again!), TV, china boat, ANOTHER FIRE DRILL, and there should be some studying in there somewhere..

enjoy the rest of your elliott smith/ cat power/ kings of convience/ nick drake/ the concretes evening.

and then i realize, this would only apply if it is rainy, cold, and lonely there too.

12:51 AM - 24 views - 6 eprops - 6 comments - email it

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Currently Playing
Coachella
By various
see related

the raveonettes, bloc party, the futureheads, razorlight, the bravery, wilco, the arcade fire, rilo kiley, the kills, the secret machines, new order, bright eyes, kasabian, stereophonics, the faint, gang of four, the fiery furnaces, the dresden dolls, snow patrol= Coachella= i am almost physically sick because i want to go so bad .basically every one of my favorite bands will be there but thats cool = some how the line up is even that much better than last years and i would have never thought that possible. hey thats fine we have exams the day after. thanks georgia. youre a gem.

10:58 AM - 15 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Currently Playing
Unconditional
By Bravery
see related

my ipod is sick.

10:24 PM - 9 views - 8 eprops - 5 comments - email it

Next 5 >>